Tuesday, November 8, 2011

trying to save his suit, trying to save his suit.

It's Tuesday and I'm annoyed. I wrote a post a few weeks ago after I noticed a specific person deleted me off of Facebook, really pissed me off. I know, it sounds stupid, but I feel I was deleted because someone else has been giving off a biased view of me and my decisions. I went on a rant about waiting to judge someone until you know the entire story, like for instance what was going on in my life in 2009. Ever think there was a reason I was not mentioned? Ever think that maybe, just MAYBE you're wrong. It's not fair.

I also went on about how I was sick of putting in all of the effort for relationships or friendships. I'm done. It's funny, people I thought I wanted in my life have brought nothing but headaches, guess I should start looking outside of the box when I decide to befriend someone. I love that I have this reputation as this UBER bitch. Hmm, ever reflect on your own actions?

Anyway, unlike most of you who are currently going to school, I am paying for my education out of MY pocket. Not yours. I applied to financial aid this year, for the first time. I was denied. DENIED. Funny considering I was unemployed in 2010 and the FAFSA is based on the prior year's taxes. I made $10,000 in 2010. DENIED. I do not get a tax refund for my two children, because I do not have any. I do not receive food stamps, never collected unemployment or welfare, never relied on the government for anything. NOTHING. DENIED. Apparently I have been doing something wrong. Does anyone want to be my baby's daddy? No strings attached, I'll just leach off the government and hopefully be able to get some help to go to school. I owe UCF $2200 for this semester. This is after paying $500 for books, and $600 for the chemistry class I was taking at LSCC, but had to drop due to not having enough time to breath. THANKS.


The week before last I worked Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday, had Tuesday off. Worked Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday. Sunday off. Worked yesterday. Last Tuesday I did homework. All day. Sunday I studied Macroeconomics. Drove to UCF yesterday, after working all day, to take a Macroeconomics exam. Last Friday I left work at 5 instead of 7, came home, took a Pathophysiology exam and went to bed at 7pm. Woke up the next morning at 7am and went to work.

See the photo to the right? -> That's what I have to accomplish before Friday at 11pm. The other photo, of Baylee is my excuse as to why I have not started on my homework yet. There's a puppy where my book should be.

well maybe you should just drink a lot less coffee,
and never ever watch the 10 o'clock news.
maybe you should just kiss someone nice,
or lick a rock,
or both.

maybe you should just cut your own hair,
cause that can be so funny.
it doesn't cost any money,
and it always grows back.
hair grows even after you're dead.

-Ghost of Corporate Future Regina Spektor

Hopefully you clicked that link. <3

Time to shower and clean, and that homework crap.

2 comments:

  1. I feel you on the college thing. Good on you, btw, for paying out of pocket. When you become successful, remember it's because you not only wanted it, but in turn also earned it. You probably got denied because you're white, lol. KIDDINGish =)

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