Quintessential personification of a "hot-mess" elaboration.

Hello blogging world. Merry Christmas! I'm not really feeling the Christmas spirit this year, hence that I am sitting in my room alone, still in my PJs and blogging.

I typically try not to post about anything personal, considering this is visible to the world wide web, so I'll just be indirect and vague. Let's see how far I an get with that. 

Two years ago I was under the impression that I had finally gotten exactly what I wanted for Christmas, after a long and confusing chase, it seemed like things finally fell into place. Looking back, everything was tainted and buried in lies. Just slightly depressing. 

It's kind of interesting how we are all such creatures of habit. Ever notice that your past seems to repeat itself, just with different people and different places, but in reality it's the same situation? Vague enough for you?

I'm listening to Ingrid Michaelson as I am writing this, which is probably adding to the tone of this post. 

So, yeah, lately I've been drinking too much, which seems to have added to my problems instead of burying them! New year's resolutions seem so appropriate right about now. Let's see, here's my list: 1) Get into freaking amazing shape 2) Be more spontaneous 3) Watch more movies 4) Save money 5) Make an "A" in chemistry. 

I'm kind of disappointed that I am probably only going to be taking one class next semester, but apparently I was unaware of how signing up for classes at UCF worked and now all of the ones I needed are full. Oh well, I'll make the most of it and rock out chem. 

New topic (that will somehow fit in with the rest of this post):Friday was insane at work. All of the crazies decided to pay us a visit. We saw 73 patients. That probably does not mean anything to most of you, but a typical medical office sees approximately 20 patients a day.

Apparently one patient that we saw Friday takes lorazepam(Ativan) and Ambien because of "Severe situational stress disorder due to neighbors. Example: they have threatened my life and shot a gun a short distance from me."

Unfortunately whenever I run into legit crazy people I feel a little better about myself and think I'm not quite the hot mess that I really am.

Merry Christmas.