Sunday, October 9, 2011

First post! (Again)

Attempt numere dos at blogging with blogger. Most of you know what lead to the downfall of my old blog so I am going to attempt not to use my real name, or mention the name of my old blog on here. Keep the crazy stalkers away, but if the bitch finds me, what-the-fuck-ever. Won't mention her name either.

Nice introduction, huh?

Here's a proper intro:

I chose a name for this blog a few months ago, just decided to start writing in it tonight. "Red Flags and Long Nights" is a song by She Wants Revenge. I got into this band in 2009, most of the music I love seems to spawn from that point in my short, lame, little life.
My favorite verse:
You can occupy my every sigh,
You can rent the space inside my mind
At least until the price becomes too high.

That's my new, old motto. Starting now. I'll try not to make ever post a break down of my favorite songs, considering the name and the mood I am in now, I think that is where this one may head. 

I spent this rainy Sunday doing chemistry homework. Took forever, now I'm drinking beer, somehow ended up with a massive supply of various beers. Choice of the night: Michelob Ultra the "superior light beer". Apparently it will help me not turn into a diabetic fatass. 

I just download She Wants Revenge's discography, listening to "Tear You Apart". I love how I feel when I listen to this song, it makes me want to get trashed, smoke a cigarette and stupidly dance my ass off at a hipster bar. Instead I'm alone in my room, drinking a lame beer, and not dancing. Woot. 

I've been wanting to apply for random jobs, not around here, and see if I get any replies. I'd prefer to live in some sort of metropolitan area, OR a creepy little Stephen King-esque like Mariposa, CA

I'm listening to SKRILLEX now. I bet no one will actually click on any of these links. Screw it. 

I can feel myself drifting into an abyss of thoughts that can only be comprehended by me and only at this moment. Don't judge. Everyone should have a couple of beers, listen to music loud and attempt to write a blog once in a while, makes your heart feel happy. "Hey remember that other time when I would only read the backs of cereal boxes?" 

October 11th 2011 will be exactly a year from October 11th 2010, the day I found out that my happy little life was a delusion. :D That's a bit of a downer, feels longer than that.

Think it's time to end the rambling. Goodnight.


Oh and "huge manatee" is a reference from "Nothing Came Out" by The Moldy Peaches. I fucking love you Kimya Dawson. 

4 comments:

  1. I think this year is going to be a year of struggle and change for you, your sister and I. Everybody's trying to find their path, having lost their way due to a major change. I believe we're all going to find a path that makes us happy and leads to even greater things in life. We just need to hang tight and keep moving forward. Remember when things get tough that you have people that care about you that can help you through.

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  2. I thought we weren't supposed to mention names :P

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  3. Specific names, your first name is kind of common. :P

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